6 years ago
she said i love you
and i said i know

2 years ago
she said i love you
and i said i love you too

this year
i said i love you
and she walked away

6 years ago
i freaked out hearing those words

2 years ago
i knew how to reply those words

this year
i meant those words

but what you want, you can never get, can you?

derek
4:43 AM

it doesnt matter if you have 1000 friends or 1 friend
it doesnt matter if you always hang with a group or a single person
all that matters, is that among them
there is just one you can confine your thoughts to
to share, to listen, to care
and then, you discover, you are not alone in this dark world

derek
6:59 PM

happy chinese new year! so enter the year of the dog. with new hopes of prosperity and happiness for all.

which also reminds me, this site needs some spring cleaning. im past the slacking student phase, mysteriously and unwittingly transforming into the white collared working adult [or, for my uniforms case, blue collared]. but hey, im earning good enough dough. enough for me to transfer this site from blogger to my own server. with a real non-free .com domain instead of .tk. with enough space and bandwidth to host high-res pics and videos. ah... dreams

derek
4:47 AM

I’m writing this on my XDA this very moment, stuck in the Shell station opposite the Kelana Jaya Giant... yes, you guessed right, my car got fucked again.. Seems to be a very common occurrence. Am I pissed? Yea, why not. Am I annoyed? yea of course. Do I regret getting this car? right now, lm not sure. Ask me this when I had to replace my suspensions, and l'd say no. Ask me this when I had to replace my radiator, and l'd say no. Ask me this when I had that accident , and l'd say hell no. But right now, I have my doubts. I love my car. I love it to the bone. I'd be willing to drive it on a 1-4 day drivable/workshop ratio. But it's just reached its limit. Maybe I should've joined the army of malaysian drones and got a Gen2. Sure i'd be 'just one of the many' with no personality , no individuality, but hey.... i'd save A LOT. But fact remains, I LOVE MY MR2.

derek
7:44 PM

everyday i wake at six
and tell myself, no more sticks
clock strikes ten, and here we go
my first drag, of marlboro
only one, a promise drew
but then it comes, the number two
three was the max, that i swore
just before, i took number four
tea break comes, time for number five
hoping for, the ciggie high
six seven eight and nine
late at night, my moods not fine
regret i did, didnt understand
why must i hit number ten

derek
10:33 PM

ladies and gentlemen. this is a simple blog test which may lead into the complete and utmost revival of moo moo.tk. cross your fingers hard =)

derek
9:11 PM

i was talking to this friend of mine the other day, and we hit the topic of dream partners. or the perfect one. and how do u know youve found him/her?
for me, there has always been the dream girl. in fact, quite literally. since i could remember, ive been having this dream, about this particular. not anyone i know personally, but a girl who only exists in my dreams. this has been lasting for every so many years, pretty much since lower secondary, and still goes on. and thing is, this girl, isnt so definite. i can never remember how she looks... cant rememeber her features. but what i do remember, is her smile. the way she sparkles when shes happy. ive known her for so many years in my dreams, i know her personality inside out and upside down. i know her likes, her dislikes, how she'll react to anything... simply everything.
what does this mean, i know not. but i do know this, if i can ever find that smile on anyone in real life... i would fall head over heels for her. definitely.

derek
9:06 PM

about the cow
: derek wong : 20 : single : hopeless : student : sheffield : chinese : malaysian :

the cow contact
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