M o o D e p r e s s e d

u know, one thing i like about blogs, it keeps your mind off things. and keep you occupied. blogs are a place where u can express abit of what u feel, those feelings which can only be done in typing. over these years, i have lost much faith in good friends, and seem to become abit anti-social as of late. and my only saviour, is the world wide web. i'm not talking about the massly populated WWW, where i enter a forum or chatroom, and spill my frustrations to some unknown bloke. i'm talking about the world wide web where its only me and my blog. the foriegn feel of the web, the isolation and solitude that exist with it. i use the web only as a temporary escape from the harsh realities of the world. temporary, i say, because in the end, i'm still forced to face it. i just use this solitude, and tranquility to think over my problems, and solve them. you cannot imagine the amount of times i actually typed a full lenght blog post, only to delete it in the end, because by the end of the post, i have thought over the problem. blogging, or typing, really helps express emotions and when u actually say these problems out - for this case, type them out - u will see another perspective to such problems, and understand it better. what am i saying, i am getting myself confused now. i'm web reliant, web addicted. and now, i'm contemplating to either click quit or click post. post.

derek
1:57 AM

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: derek wong : 20 : single : hopeless : student : sheffield : chinese : malaysian :

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