its that time of the year again. so ive discovered something i have always known... i'm living in the past. i have always been, and i probably always will. avoid it? not possible. deny it? unlikely. live with it? hard. so what choice does one have at such moments? get along with life, some might say.... its over and done with. but do i truly believe in that? if you have no regrets about your past, and don't see hope for the future, you won't remember the past and its pains. maybe i still see some light? some chance? for now, i'd give anything for a chance meeting, and everything else.

derek
11:06 AM

end of hiatus. seems to have lasted shorter than i expected. peaked out last night. soooo... watch this space.. post to be coming soon.

at the meantimes, check this out... it relinks to this page.,... but READ THE TEXT. cool shiznit.

*edit* - so i lied. life has just taken a big toll on me, and i hate it. blog dead again.

derek
9:29 PM

hiatus is the word of the day.

derek
7:13 AM

i like this article. its fifty ways you know you're an asshole. and looking through it, i know i qualify for a few of these. lets have a look at which.

1. You like John Mayer. - yes, i like mayer, i think his guitar playing is cool
2. You pop your collar (bonus points if you're a guy and the shirt is pink). - oh yea baby! lifting collar up makes me look like a rock star! no pink shirt tho.. only red
6. You're that guy/girl. - im him... yea.. that guy...
14. You take "The Lord of the Rings" a little too seriously. - omg, this bugger insulted tolkein. die u asshole! die!!!!!
22. You like Paris Hilton. - so i've seen one night in paris, its fun
25. You use emoticons (bonus points if you use emoticons other than the defaults). - wait till u see my MSN, and my hamsap emoticon
26. You use The Facebook for more than one hour a day. - facebook = friendster in US. and i stalk ppl on friendster
30. You base your popularity on how many friends you have on The Facebook. - woohoo! 92 views of my profile! 250 friends! woot!!
31. You express deep personal statements in your AIM profile. - AIM = MSN. and my MSN nick get really really emo at times.
34. You use AIM expressions in normal conversations, i.e. lol or brb. - i actually said lol on the phone dat day.. and my friend was like "huh?"
39. You change your away message more than three times in five minutes. - like i said.. MSN nick changes so very often
40. You travel to parties in groups of fifteen. - not fifteen, but 6+ guys are bad enuff to qualify
43. You've puked in someone else's bed. - sorry cat...
46. When you talk on AIM, you type out your actions, i.e. *shrug* (bonus points if you follow such a comment with something along the lines of ROTFL). - omgwtfbbq. rofl. *faints*

nuff said. *shrug* ta.

derek
5:26 AM

FERNANDO!!!! hahaha, im estatic right now... liverpool broke their 3 game losing streak to beat charlton, and nando scored his debut goal tonight! great game... good effort from charlton.. dean kiely is a great keeper for stopping those shot... but alas, the stronger team prevails. and with boro losing to pompey, it puts the reds firmly in 5th place, and a step closer to the whiff of european championship air. of course, this result also means i watch the game, and cut out on my study time. gulp.

derek
5:59 AM

12.15 am morning. 15 past midnight. bedtime. this is something very great happening to me lately.. my bedtime just turned into a very normal and healthy one. asleep by 12.30, awake at 8.30. and i dont mean my old time of 12.30 afternoon sleeping and 8.30 night awake. its NORMAL time for once. anyway, just before a go to bed, heres a link for u guys to check out. click me. its cool in a very very weird way. okay then, gnite.

*edit* - took down the link to the M&Ms sorter, as well as the london underground song, because both sites went down. i must be a curse to the sites or something.

derek
9:12 AM

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