Sunday, March 27

i havent really been bloggin much lately. hmmm, writer's block, maybe? or plain lazy. anyway, it's easter already, and i find myself piled with enough work to keep my through till summer. i'll try my best to blog as much, but don't get your hopes out too high. sometimes, its so bad, i just need to break free, and get out. haiihhh....


derek
1:45 AM

Tuesday, March 8

i've decided to add an FAQ page for myself, as a form of self promotion, and to annoy everyone that gets kicks out of reading this site. so read on if you have no life. link is here.


derek
8:37 AM

Sunday, March 6

okok, simple and short post. thanks to a very bad mistake of my graphic designer, and i'm not sure if anyone noticed, but my old banner used to quote the grass is awlays greener. a bad example of spelling error. and hence, i've changed it into the new and engrish correct banner.
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the old banner

the end.


derek
10:49 AM

Friday, March 4

i was just talking to a friend of mine the other day, about the game we play called love. What is Love? Is it bitter-sweet? Is it a god or goddess, like Aphrodite and Eros? Is love the need for reunion of the split halves of a single creature? Is love spiritual aspiration, or is it sexual passion?
at the moment, i seem to classify love under several different types, each being unique and distinctive in its own way.
companion love - this is one of those fairy-tale fit-for-movie-screen types love. the type which runs along the line of loving someone your whole life, and not realising it until something special happends. love that blooms out of friendship. well, some of it doesn't run the course of childhood friends, but still, blossoms out of friendship. it's comfortable, trusting, commiting..
thunderbolt love - sometimes, somewhere, it just happens. seeing a girl for the first time, hearing her very first words leave her lips, and you're struck by the thunderbolt. it makes you want to own her wholely, in body, mind and soul... the possessive feeling which overwhelmes any other, and the murderous intent you feel for any other person which even approaches her. perhaps it's the same as love at first sight, it's passionate, romantic, fiery.
logical love - love which doesn't come from the heart, but more from the brain. you select someone with the same passion, the same interest, the same values, the same goal. then you decide i should love this person because she's so akin with me. fulfilling, and interesting... but perhaps lacking some passion.
game love - this is barely called love. it's just enjoying the game of love. the meeting. the impression. the courtship. the seduction. the conquest. and it's over. the fire dies as soon as it starts.
so.. question to everyone.. how many of these have you already been through? which do you prefer? which do you want?


derek
12:53 AM

Thursday, March 3

if everyone checks out the best asian blog nominee xiaxue, you'd probably have noticed this particular post. while i'm happy i'm not short girl with seemingly 36C breasts, and thankfull as ever that i'm not singaporean, but some people have all the luck. imagine that! a blogger as a model for some fashion company. hire me! hire me! i'd work for free to see my photos pasted all over the place, with that sparkling smirk on my face, and glimmer in my eye. ah, dreams.... they work wonders for the ego. maybe the 36C works.... thats why i don't get such chances.


derek
7:09 AM

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: derek wong : 20 : single : hopeless : student : sheffield : chinese : malaysian :

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