Sunday, July 25

u know, its truly such a wonder, that no matter how depressed you are, no matter how down you are, and how sad u can possibly get, there are events and people that can make it dip even further beyond the boundries of misery than you can possibly imagine. and, as you can imagine, i am at the lowest point of my ever so miserable existance right now, a point where, i am sure, will drop and stoop even lower within the next two weeks. but hell, life's a bitch to those who asks for too much. can't say i didn't deserve it.


derek
4:09 AM

Saturday, July 17

well, i've already been back home for a month already... conviniently enjoying as much of malaysia as i can possibly savior. which also makes a simple and perfect explaination as to why this blog has been literally dead since i came back. 3 posts in a month. haha. i made more in a day in the past days. but anyway, all this, is about to end. why? i post mainly all my frustations, using this blog to vent some anger, or just 'let loose'. and god damn am i frus right now. why?
lets put it in a simple way. i recieved a letter this morn. what letter? a letter marked from sheffield. its contents? and i quote.. Statement Of 2003-2004 Examination Results. its results? i'm screwed. 3 failed and fucked paper in the last semester. shhesh, how did i get to this level... true, i admit that i let myself get to the lazy point prior to the exams. true, i was lazy and slacked more than anything, delaying my study. true, i was playing gunbound instead of studying on the day of the exams. but 3 subjects!!! oh gawd, studying for the wonderful resits is gonna be such a pain and pain and pain. 3 whole goddamn subjects!! 30 credits!!! thats like, half a semester! a quarter of a year!
yes, i know, i'm frustrated for no reason. i deserved it. but this is officially screwing my summer holiday. now i am binded to studying, unable to go out and enjoy myself. and i am binded to return early to the forsaken hellhole known as sheffield. ahh, dont u love the things life can pull on you...


derek
10:32 PM

Wednesday, July 7

This post is dedicated to Darren Kang Ten Hua, a fellow sheffield malaysian student, who passed away early yesterday morning after being involved in a fight. May he rest in peace.


derek
2:17 AM

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