u know, recently, i've been catching up alot with old friends from secondary schooling years. meeting quite a few of them, and i was even at this small gathering of SMSJians just a few hours back, and it suddenly hit me, how little i knew or remembered of my secondary school life. not like there's much to cherish about it, but i remember too little maybe. given i know my class was 5 Nekad, and thats it. if u ask me whos my classmates, i'd say Terence, Julian, Buvien, Loo Yee, Kai Lip and the line is drawn there. 5 names is the only thing i remember of a class of 40+ (i dont even remember how many was in my class). kinda sad. very sad. i'd picture myself in the future, when everyone is recollecting what they did in secondary years, during some reunion dinner or something, and i'd be sitting aside and alone, whining to myself. maybe i should've done something different back in seconadary years, to be more....social. no, i shouldn't have been different in the first place. i probably shouldve become one of those indifferent common drones with the popularity bug. drones...nah...maybe not, i guess i'm probably just jealous and depressed. my secondary year was one of the most disappointing ones of all. i wish i never remembered it. *sigh*

derek
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