today, was fun. for a moment. took a trip down to the union for the food fair, but osme misunderstanding got me and my friends early by about say, 3 hours? oh well, i guess it was worth the wait. so many exotic and exquisic food, its like a taste explosion. the food is absolutely perfect. Kenyan, Hungarian, Greek, Slovakian, Polish, Palestinian, you name it, they got it. oddly enough, however much my taste buds miss the good ol Malaysian food, i totally left that out. its not a cheap food fair to start with, so all my money goes to the exotic. to put it simply, it's food heaven. absolute heaven.

doesnt it look wonderful? and to add extra pleasure, and making life perfect for that moment, terence showed me the ticket to the heavens. my liverpool tix had finally come. GAWD, i love life.

then, misery. first, there was this slight misunderstanding i had about the disco. i came to the assumption that it was to be at fusion/foundry. turns out i was wrong. my bad, oops? but u know, funny thing is, how everone perceives you from the most simplest actions you take. or maybe its me. i seem to be stuck with that habit, can't change much of it even when i tried. i just can't seem to turn down womens requests. slim, fat, tall, short, pretty or ugly, i just can't seem to say no. well, there is the exception of prostitutes and dunhill girls, and the occasional psycho that asks me to shoot myself. other than that, i don't really remember myself saying no at all. to anyone. this is frustrating, people get all the wrong perception just because of simple honest actions. girls ask, i comply. simple enough. why jump to damn conclusions? or maybe i'm just overly sensitive. i know myself to know i am a hotheaded bastard, and a cocky one to boot. i've changed too much since the old days. maybe i'm actually like UK kevin a few years back. i did ditch my old group of friends when i entered higher secondary, and i did start doing crazy shit then. i'd blame it on catherine and her followers, but i doubt thats the case. people do change. thats why i dont get too pissed about kevin screwing himself over. but i can never stand someone else screwing me over. worse is if they say something, ask you out or something, and fucking disapppear on you. now that, i cannot stand. just kills all the mood in the world. a simple call wouldnt hurt now, would it? life seems to be repeating malaysia here as well. hate getting FFK-ed, and always have been FFK-ed. this truly makes me wish my high school was just....... different. of course, i like the way i am, however an asshole i am. i can't imagine going back to the failure for a social life i used to be. makes me wonder if i should be thankful to cat, or vengeful. elp, screw this. argh, here i go, another of my changes. so now i'm a guy who cant say no, a hot-headed bastard, a cocky lansi type of guy, and one that can't help getting screwed over. fuck this, i'm describing myself too well already. i'll just sleep this damn piss me off mood off.

[I'm still wondering who is the bugger from sheffield reading this blog. mind identifying yourself please?]

derek
12:37 PM

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