this would be a post where i moan and groan about my workload, and my part in it. slacking is the correct word there. so if u don't wanna hear me bitch about my life, this is my blog, so bugger off.
work is killing me. i'm spending more time at home (omg! i am finally calling sheffield my home, not my hellhole) online and doing junk than studying or concentrating on anything remotely related to my studies. yes, i'm slacking. yes, i'm a lazy bastard. yes, i'm destroying my own future. but old habits are hard to kill. hence i find myself here, half-blogging, half- studying. at least i'm getting SOME work done. not enough, but its a start. i've got my SHIPS draft due date in like, 4 days, and i'm only scratching the surface of it. maybe i should go thru another of my 72 hour marathon study sessions. maybe that might help, either help me in my studies, or help me die younger. either way, it'll be for my good. bullshit.

alright, lets sway off topic abit here. i may have mentioned something about this before, but what the hell, i'll say it again. why the hell blog? 3 days back, i just found a blog of a fren of mine, not a very close fren, but a fren nevertheless. i'm just wondering, how many of you, has parents or relatives that read your blog? how many of you want your parents or relatives to read your blog? and who the fuck actually posts wif the idea that ur mum is reading it, and includes small comments to the mum? i find this kinda freaky. my idea of a blog, is somewhere where i post whatevers going thru my mind, good or bad. my parents dont know this site exist, nor do i want them to know. heck, for safety sake, i actually omit several key things that will get me in trouble. (okay, if my parents see this, i am already in trouble, but not to such a degree if i made this raw and uncensored.) i pray my parents dont see this, i truly do, but if they do, c'est la vie. doesnt really hurt. i'll just delete the archives and kill off this site. easy as joe. but who the hell blogs for thier mummies????? this is a freaky shit. u either have to be really screwed up in the head, or be some sickly devoted mummy's boy. either way, its freaky. it aint good. ewww.

derek
8:28 AM

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