12:15. 15 minutes after the stroke of midnight. and i find myself, sitting here, staring into the flickering light of my moniter, into the vast unknown called the internet, and blogging. sometimes, i do wonder why i blog on this silent page. with the exception of two people (thank you for your loyalty, whoever you are), this site is no more lifeless than sheffield in summer. why do i blog? right now, it's different from it's original purpose. when it all started, lets see... april 15th, i started this thingy. i've had countless sites before that, but this would be my first more serious blog. why? coz it was the in thing at that moment. everyone did it, or so it seemed, so why not i? looking back, it was kinda stupid and impulsive. but right now, it beats its purpose. i'm not blogging for others. i'm doing this for myself. and i dont care about visitors. heck, it'd be better sometimes if there werent any. my posts have a tendency to offend and prick others at times. many are negative in nature, and some are pure ego-boosters. hahaha, not like it'll make a difference. even those that havent seen this blog thing i'm an ego-maniac with a head so big and bloated, i couldnt fit through my room door. not like i care. i'm me. don't know me, don't judge me. don't like me, just bite me. i don't care. what i do care, is the fact that i should be studying now. what am i doing? argh!!! derek loggin out...

derek
8:27 AM

about the cow
: derek wong : 20 : single : hopeless : student : sheffield : chinese : malaysian :

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post-sheffield, derek has decided to move on to a better place on the world wide web. He can be now found stingily chewing on greener grass here.

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