i just saw the sassy girl, and right now, i'm feeling all nostalgic. theres just so many things this show itself reminds me of my times with her. just like the lead actress, she was wild and outgoing (of course, she wasnt that boyish to go around punching me in public), and yet she had this innocence, this purity, that was deep inside her. she had this fire in her, the same one which attracted me to her in the first place. i knew it then, and i know it now, that she was always hiding behind this face she showed to her friends. maybe its the company she mixed with, or maybe i just saw her differently.
and chance meeting, and fate itself was how we began. i can remember it so clearly, so vividly, how i met her. theres wasnt a drunken-lady-in-train-station scene like in the movie, in fact, it was totally different. i was in pyramid then, a few weeks after my upsetting PMR results. a chance meeting with a friend i barely knew, and shopping with his group, was her. of course, i didnt know who she was, nor did i dare find out. but after the introduction, followed by the lunch the gang had, i was starting to get along with her quite ok. and before we left, i got her number. it was quite a suprise actually, such chance meeting. i was simply squinting my eyes, looking repeatedly at the number. i knew the number. i called this number countless time since mid of form 3. and i simply blurted out, catherine leong? she was the one. screen name kat. and she was gorgeous. just perfect. we hit it off soon after, and the rest is history. looking back, it was really just by pure luck. fate, you could call it, but i'd say no, because fate wouldve kept us together. i was suprised by how she looked then... two other of my real life online friend meeting turned out to be the nightmare date with the horrendous bakemono.
*groan* i'm bitching too much about this. i have forgotten about, i truly have. but after watching this movie, i suddenly remember all the tiny details, all the happening. down to that very night where it ended. come to think of it, this month is march. this month marks the 4th year of our split. 4 years. i cant believe i'm still into this. maybe its right. i am living in the past. i should move on. i need to.
either way, i've reminised too much already. off to bed. ta.

derek
1:39 PM

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