i really dont know which is more depressing. the fact that exams are so close, and i cant get into the study gearshift, or that i'm gonna be an old man soon. my dreams are still unfulfilled, and i doubt it will be by this friday. i guess i'll live off the rest of my life, single and lonesome, dreaming of things i couldnt achieve.

oh yea, on another note, i've signed up for my 3rd year modules. considering my financial dificulities, as well as academic qualifications, i've decided to forsake my dream in Masters of engineering in electronics computing, and decided for the simpler, and grander title of Bachelor of Electronics Engineering (Electronics System Thread). still sounds cool, doesnt it? i'm still praying (about another highly unlikely thing), that i will, by some stroke of luck (which doesnt seem to be happenning in sheffield, my malang land), that i achieve results noteworthy enough that i get sponsered a 4th year in computing by the uni itself. or even better, a chance to do Phd, which.. would probably only happen when pigs fly.

and i got a pressie from my mommy! a bank draft, and a birthday card. yahoo. finally, i can actually get out of my indomee diet into a more relaxed and non-repetitive diet. and maybe ill get some cool toy to spoil myself with as well. that would be kinda cool. oh ya! i'm still contemplating how to spend my friday. all the while, i've been thinking to sleep in the whole day, and waste it away, growing old on myself. but, i dunno, they know about it, and company of frens seem nice enough. probably get all piss drunk then. we'll see.

derek
10:47 AM

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