after awhile, you tend to notice things about yourself. self-conscious, i guess. so it's just come to my notice, that perhaps i actually suffer from attention deficit disorder, or simply put.. short attention span. its not a hard thing to notice really... you see some people put it 3 straight hours of study at one go... i'd be happy if my mind didnt drift off in 3 minutes. it doesnt only apply for study and work, i miss parts of movies because i lost attention, i never actually finish playing a whole computer game because i simply didnt care, i rarely get hooked onto serials because, it just loses steam after awhile. well, if it were only these cases, it wouldnt be bad, but its affecting my social life? some people have old best friends which they knew since they were toddlers, or at least since they were young.. i can't even think of someone im close to right now, which i've knew for more than 3 years. i just never bother keeping in touch with older friends, and they drift away. same applies for girls. some people can have crushes and fancies that span for ages.... and thats when u hear stories of someones childhood crush getting together when they're adults. i fancy a girl... i talk to her daily.. ring her up.. think about her all the time.. for 2 weeks. at most, 1 month. then i completely lose interest, cut myself off, just go kapuut! i'd actually like to write more, but i lost interest already. ta.

derek
5:10 PM

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: derek wong : 20 : single : hopeless : student : sheffield : chinese : malaysian :

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