last night, for the first time in 2 weeks, i did not actually spend my night in the library. for those whos known me as the lazy arsed guys back in SAM and 1st + 2nd year, the shock lies in the fact that i have actually been studying the past 2 weeks. for those who just knew me, yes, i skipped my library night for once. for those who knew me in high school, oh hell yea, the old nerd in me is back!
im actually suprised at myself, although not sure which part. should i be suprised that i can actually still put effort into whatever i do? that i can be a non-slacker if i actually tried? or should i be worried how i actually changed from a nerdy hardworking geek from early high school to a lazy slacker now? high school was never a high point in my life, and it still isnt. i was a non-conformist then, and i'm not one now. ive just changed, easy and simple as that. from a non-social geek back then, to a non-social slacker now. bad social skills? not really. i just dont take the bother to keep in touch. i just reach a point i stop caring. i dont care if im the last person on earth. id still live a happy, if not happier life. so i procrastinate alot. deal with it. bye.

derek
1:53 AM

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